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I had two lives - before and after God. And with God I met ... in the other world.
I had a trauma;
in the intensive care unit my doctors helped
me and my soul left my body and
"flew to the unknown worlds in the wind," as Yury Shevchuk sings.
The very exit from the body was completely painless.
But then the Lord showed me my whole life in a second and realized that I had not done a good act,
I only lived for myself,
that I was selfish,
that everything in my life was not as it should be.
And the first wish was:
to hurry, to come back and to fix everything.
And the feeling
: "I now understand!"
But when I wanted to do it, I felt I had no hands or feet - I felt it all, but I do not have a body.
However, the Lord obviously had his own word:
this accident stopped me from sin.
I was born in a village.
I wrote poetry, music ... I was looking for God,
but I could not find him.
No one could tell me who he was.
Everything I saw - I saw the pictures where my grandmother prayed ...
There were no pictures in our house,
we had all the Communists.
Although I learned that my parents were baptized and my mother prayed secretly, quietly, but I did not say anything to anyone about it.
I was baptized by my grandmother.
Regardless, without a priest - I did not even know it. I
only vaguely remember how he plunged me into a basin.
And normally baptisms at the age of 33.
Shortly after my clinical death.
He was in the St. Nicholas cathedral in St. Petersburg.
But before the meeting with God there were "precursors" to me:
people came to me like some messengers.
I remember that a man came, told me he believed in God,
and I claimed that there was no God.
I was so smart!
I read the philosophers, interested in all sorts of religions, I thought I was tricking people,
that there was only one real world and that it was necessary to live according to their laws.
My interlocutor then left sad - he wanted to share with me as a friend, the most important drop of his soul, and I stopped him.
But different things happened, as if the Lord warned me.
I think with every person this is happening.
We are just being careless in reality.
But we can meet the warnings anywhere, but we just do not notice them.
But everything that happened there, from the other world where I came from, was imprinted in my memory.
And I had a deep understanding of what happened.
I gradually started talking about this, saying: "People, you do not know - hell starts here now."
I was trying not to sin, but I was considered to be mad.
I have always seen the principles of hell - on the road,
on television,
on relationships with people.
People absorb, for them, that it is normal.
It is very difficult to describe, because it is like breathing.
I had an acute sense of sin: I saw how it started - to myself, to the people ... and I felt bad.
And all the time I wanted to warn people.
I had to return violently to normal human feelings - I was still living like a smart angry man.
. I tried to land, as was TRUTH.
In a previous life I refused the Church as an institution,
I thought it was a museum,
that these rituals had nothing to do with real life,
that now a new religion is needed.
Therefore, I was not even going to temples.
And after meeting with God, whole worlds opened up to me, universes.
Before that, I did not know that the Lord was everywhere, that he was inside me.
It was only through the bitter experience that I began to feel.
Just - after the history of clinical death - I was very ill.
And Jura Sevcuk, with whom we have been friends since the mid-80s, took me to his friends at the Military Medical Academy.
Then Jura said
: "I was on a tour in Arkhangelsk and met there with an abbot, invited me to his monastery.
Let us send you there. "So I was in the Antonievo-Sisiski Monastery,
and I received treatment with the relics of Saint Anthony of Sighisoara.
I have understood more and more clearly why the Lord has brought me back from the other world. The main thing, I realized there was a salvation,
that in this world you can be saved.
Like having a program, he gave me a direction where I had to go - to the light.
Then, I think, began my journey to become a priest.
Although, of course, I did not know yet, and on this road I had to go through many more trials and miracles.
I am thankful to God for making me meet him.
I realized he did it out of love.
As a surgeon who sees that the patient's appendicitis is about to burst and the person from this pus will die.
And then the surgeon makes a cut, removes this appendicitis,
the patient then heals everything, and is now ready to run somewhere. But where;
In Sin?
But God sets the understanding and knowledge in man.
And it is important for him to apply this knowledge.
God visits every visitor during his time.
And I do not condemn a person, for example, seventy years if he did not believe in God.
It could happen tomorrow or a second before death ...
Now I am 60 years old.
I believe that I have very few intellectual achievements, but I still have approached the point.
I feel very sorry for people
and my duty as a priest is to help them as much as possible. It seems to me that the other world has come to the truth:
salvation in the world is a service to God and people, service to God through people through good deeds.
And when I go out to the temple in the temple,
I have the feeling that my family is in front of me.
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